Last March we were here. When I think of the anniversaries of next few months, I feel a tightness in my chest. There is part of me that wishes I had known just how minute an amount time was left and another part that knows that there is very little, if anything, I could have done differently. I miss her so, so much. But the memories are precious and I have, an all-too-short lifetime of them. What a gift.
Zelie is three months now. Such a beautiful distraction. I have much to be thankful for.